My sad Feelings

Hello Chala Rojulu tharuvatha eroju blog rayalani undi ... Enduko telidu oka teliyani bada .. Anattu chepeledu kada thanu nanu accept chesina tharuvatha we had a loads and loads of fun ... Nenu thanaki chala close ayanu .. thanu naku chala close ayindi ... 6 years prema kada so antha close avadam common a..inka memu hyderabad lo almost alomost ani ani places cover chesamu ... Thanaki istamaina food biryani inka veg manchuria .. naku kuda adey ... thanaki istmaina colour blue .. Enti vidu sad feelings ani happy feelings chepthunadu anukunada ... Ok happy ga undi andi thana gurinchi matladthunte .. sad ravatle ... But tappadu sad chepthene kada na bada tiruthundi .. I am not fullilling her dreams andi .. Ante papam thanaki emi antha desires levu anukondi .. but nenu thanani ardam chesukotledu andi ... In the sense thanki nenu aepudu money lekunda undadam istam undadu .. but nakuna koni unnecessary commitments valana i am out of pockets some times ... ninna kuda na deggara one rupee ledu ... so thanani petrol ki money adiga .. papam money iddam anukundi .. but bada padinidi nenu alanti situation lo unanduku and she started avoiding me ... badaga undi chala chala edupuga undi ... etlago dabbulu levu kada so thanani ibbandi petadam enduko anukundi emo .. but she is avoiding me ... naku thana 100 perecnet love ivatledu ,... vala intlo valatho chala happy ga untondi andi telusa .. nenu ninna intiki vela .. indaka kuda velanu .. vala anayya mida cheyi vesi mari matladindi ... naku ah kshanam chepalanantha jeolous .... and naku okate bada .. vala anayya thanatho matladakapothe thanu brathimaluthundi .. edusthundi .. bada paduthundi .. matladtthe chala anandapaduthundi ... nanu enduku ala chusukodu ... nenu oka vele godava padenu anukonaku she will not convince me ... she will simply leave me and dont talk with me ... ahh kshanam chala badaga vuntundi andi ... ENTO na lie edi antha easy ga dorakadu ..... AMMU if you care me or not , If you love me or not , If you dreams about me or not ... But i always die for you ra ... Endukante naku nuvvu tappa prapancham evaru leru ... Naku oka korika kanisam oka roju aina ni 100 percent love naku ivvu .. aroju nenu happy ga chachipotha .... Missing you a lot and loving you a lot .... You are my heart always ...